#8 - ramble
Below is a copy and paste from what I sent to Samaritans. I just figured it was worth putting here too. Hi, My name is Connor, I'm 22 years old, and I thought unloading/venting some thoughts here might help. I want to preface that I'm doing this completely freestyle so I don't really know where this is going to go and it might be a big mess, so I'm sorry in advance. I'm also sorry for the fact that I'm probably going to write a LOT here. There are no hard feelings if you don't want to continue after seeing the absolute wall of text below. The main reason why I'm emailing you guys is that I feel like I don't have anyone either in person or online to talk to about my problems. I live a very private, slow-paced life, so I dont have many friends or people I'm close to. I have great parents, but they've been separated for years now so I only see my dad on the weekends. My mum has constantly reiterated to me that if there are any problems in my l